The dukan diet was a bust. I couldn't keep my blood sugar level where it needed to be. THEN I added sugar back, and now I am addicted to it again. I can't win.
I am doing a "loose" version of weight watchers. Meaning I am still VERY aware to what is going in my body. I LOVE food...unfortunately it doesn't love me. I wish I could be the girl I see eat anything she wants and be thin. Just means I have to work for it.
I haven't worked out AT ALL the last month. Really disappointed in myself. I just kept using every excuse possible: I am tired. I don't feel well. I don't care anymore.
Truth is, I do care. I care enough to cry about it...so why do I let myself defeat myself?
We bout Just Dance 3 for the PS3. I love it. And even though it is fun...I can tell that it is a workout. At least it made me get off my lazy ass for 90 min. It even motivated me enough to WALK to the grocery store instead of driving. 25 min walk each way, pushing love bug in her stroller...and groceries on the way back. Not only was it a nice workout, I saved on gas. =)
I am wanting to start P90X next week. I hear it is brutal, but my cousins girlfriend got me motivated!! Even if I don't follow it to a tee, I know that I am doing more than what I was doing before. I am trying to find a way to get it cheaper than $130! I also need to invest in a heart monitor.
I am still at around 158-159lbs. I haven't measured again. I will probably do that next Wed.
Thanks Steph C. for pushing me again, reminding me that I am not alone, and for reminding me why I started this journey.
yay! we're gonna be awesome!
ReplyDeletei haven't been following the p90x diet, just majorly cut back carbs. but, the diet is actually pretty easy. there's a chart that tells you how many servings of each food group. i'm breastfeeding, so i can't cut too much. just adjusting. tomorrow is weighin. yikes!