I am completely discouraged. I haven't lost a single pound. NOT 1. And after doing measurements, I haven't changed from last week. I feel defeated. Sure I haven't eaten like a bird, but I am eating less than when I started, AND working out everyday. There should be SOME sort of change.
I have 1/3 of the people in my life telling me to not give up, 1/3 that thinks I should just embrace who I am and not worry about it anymore (and are waiting for me to quit), and 1/3 that could really give 2 shits.
I am not going to stop doing P90X, I am in it till the end. If anything it gives me something to do everyday. I do feel a little more of a badass than a fatass afterwards. Plus...I really want to finish what I started, at least then I could say I did my best.
Today was kick ass KENPO X. I LOVE this workout. I had to baby my right side due to the muscle pull, but I worked through it...and I sweat like a champ. Tomorrow I am on to Stretch X, I haven't done it before, I am looking forward to it.
I am still trying to decide if I am going to start doubles next week, or just add in some elliptical time along with my punching bag. I am not so sure with my schedule if the doubles will work. Faith's nap time in the afternoon is so sporadic, and by the time she does fall asleep the boys are home from school. I know, I know excuses...
you can do it! i totally get the frustration. i thought the pounds would be melting away by now. BUT, then i remember how hardcore the muscle build up is. as you go on, your muscle will build up and start to replace the fat. and then, muscle BURNS fat. THEN you will start seeing faster results. keep at it girl. we can do this. i'm not gonna lie, doubles is kicking my ass. but, it's making me feel SOOO much stronger. i do my morning workout when ollie's down for a nap. i usually don't cook dinner til she goes to bed because just as soon as i get started, she starts getting fussy to lay down. so, i lay her down, put dinner in the oven and then press play. when i'm done, dinner is all hot and ready! i don't really like eating that late, but no way could i work out after eating. my legs are killing me, but i just know that means they are getting stronger! oh, and i think i'm going to start doing weight watchers for my eating. i need to get a handle on mine too. i'm not eating enough, and i think that's hurting me. i'm just kind of slapping stuff together instead of really laying the right things out. WW has always worked for me in the past, but i have never done it while working out!
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